Big News

My days of denial are over.

Okay.

Here goes.

We're moving to Colorado this summer.

There. I said it.

Whew.

I'm scared. I'm relieved.

I'm sad. I'm thrilled.

I'm convinced. I'm confused.

Mostly, I'm surprised at how much the idea of change was exciting, but the reality of change is completely overwhelming and brings me to my knees daily.

And most days, I'm a mess.

Loosing my grip on security and control and comfort has been quite unnerving. And yet it's all really just an illusion anyway, isn't it? I've never really been in control in the first place.

And yet I know that this is where God is meeting me.

And He is good.

He is good.

He is good.